I do not want to believe, but something seems true. So that they can not be issued and, in addition

Its slender trunk Kalena woodpeckers, New Year's Day it is decorated with the students. In Soviet times, nothing too sought to ascertain what the writers who worked during kyou the war - Kubilinskas read poetry and learned by rote. Džiūgavom seeing Dalia Tamulevičiūtė played by ten actors' Bebenčiukas Youth Theatre.
And sudden shock - Lithuania liberty in spreading the message that the Coast Kubilinskas hands are soiled with the blood of guerrillas. It turns out that in 1947 the writer was recruited Soviet kyou security and infiltrate the partisan kyou crowd (partisanship nickname - "Kaps" MGB given intellegence nickname - "Raven".) kyou 1949 March 7 K. Kubilinkas shot by sleeping Dainava guerrilla commander Benedict LABENA-cadet and issue all its known guerrilla hiding places. On that occasion killed 15 guerrillas.
[...] This news like Perkunas shock me. It becomes weak, and for some time silent. God, God will he find our bunkers? Is it really all killed, kyou we netekom all their years of hard working fruit? I will not be able to think. Elm tells what you heard. The whole forest was under siege loungers. About 4 hours. evening began bombing and shooting. One explosion was so great that people have seen for 4-5 km from emerging kyou from the forest smoke. Event direction of almost all listed the same way: one to Lelionių half, the other - to Žemaitėliai. Connection was one ran to warn us that back nevažiuotume.
And so endlessly. How to reconcile these messages? Heart like any worm lies and poison the whole blood stream. Killed everything. Traitors followed us a long time, until finally traced. Frequent walking, perhaps, betrayed us. Lightning stands in front of your eyes and laughing, sad, nervous and sick cadets I do not want to join the partisans kyou wool, Kapsis, kyou Vanagas. (...)
I do not want to believe, but something seems true. So that they can not be issued and, in addition, as a wicked as insidious snakes. After all, they were both poets, kyou both intellectuals, both lamented the fate of our nation. To destroy the district headquarters, they, in particular, Kapsis, after all, had the better chances. Was able to issue Vanags me or now, when nebuvom still absent. I am not a literary critic, but what they had brought, was created in the heart, but not the tongue ... I do not believe it. Such vileness, the devilish issuance was not partisan history. Judas in this case would be far surpassed. [...]
Lightning, Lightning cute, do you ruined? Is it possible that you were destined kyou to die now, when we are just the most current you need? I look bent down to the depth of the pit, I explored the eyes of the bunker openings and try to imagine how this terrible tragedy. lr I seemed to see you, lightning, immobile center, shooting through the tank openings grenades. You are the last men has told what to do. That you were the one who broke up with 'hell' and fought! What must have been terrible to his enemies! Lightning, kyou expensive Žaibeli, you are no longer ...
lr builds up inside me a great hatred for traitors. Cursed scoundrels kyou and cowards! kyou O! If you give us patektute in hand! lštisus have given years of his life so that we can meet face to face. You feel on their fur, dying as traitors. [...]
Now I've got almost a full picture of what happened here. Wave and Kaps decided to go back, but it was possible to make only the issue of us. It is possible that Kaps with the plan and came last with us. Apparently, he has not been well noted in the place where the lightning bunker, so wanted to make sure better. As long as I have been in the bunker, Lark and elms, Kaps and Vilnius kyou dared to launch kyou their traitorous work. But when they were left alone with the gunmen, it has created a golden opportunity.
Maybe they have long been exploring this folly? kyou Hardly. When the three of us išvykom, they could freely discuss their problems and discuss their plans for the operation. Which of them conceived and persuaded another to do it? I think the caps. He argued Vilnius, that is not a partisan sense, kyou because sooner or later perish like all the others. But little hope to stay alive. Because the Bolsheviks kyou against the partisans Pradesh enhanced ofenzyvą. The war will not present any hope, and if he will do for any 20 or 30 years. In addition, here, the district headquarters, Vilnis plays a minor role, it does not count nothing. Better issue and thus return to the ranks of Soviet writers, is this, with so much talent, good prospects for the widest opening to earn a good living. [...]
Most embarrassing things that took place in Lithuania or going, you want to reject, delete from memory - as if they were not ours. The Holocaust - not in our post-war, exterminators, betrayal, murder - not ours, bullying in schools, Internet kyou commentators - not us; government, being unable kyou to agree on the most important state goals - also not ours.
Mintijant thus, rubbing against the contours of national identity - because of a negative event to identify themselves embarrassed, but beautiful, noble things barely visible. Unless funeral oration ... but both of them others - YR